Fixing My Relationship with Trust

Hello Beautiful, Welcome to The Beauu Tea Room

Here is where you’ll find the stories behind my creations—and behind me.
I’m so glad you decided to stop by, to read the words that were birthed out of both pain and purpose. Everything here has a story… a moment where I had to face myself, my faith, and my truth.

Today, I’m especially proud to share something very close to my heart—my new Trust Guide Series. Not all of them are released yet, because I’m still finalizing the other parts, but this first guide marks the beginning of something truly special.

This series was born out of my own battle with trust—not just with people, but with God… and with myself.

For so long, I thought I had trust mastered. I was the one who could shake off betrayal like water rolling off my back. I’d tell myself, “It’s fine, keep it moving,” and I did. I gave my trust freely, without really stopping to see if someone had earned it. I thought resilience was my strength—but in truth, it was my shield.

Discernment had always been my saving grace. God would nudge me when something wasn’t right, and I would listen. I could exit quietly before things ever had a chance to pierce my heart. But somewhere along the way, I started to ignore the signs—to silence the whispers.

And that’s when everything changed.

I didn’t even realize I had lost my sense of trust until someone I deeply loved pointed it out. At first, I denied it. “Not me,” I thought. “I’m fine.”
But when I finally sat with myself—in that still, quiet space—God began to uncover the truth. I had trust issues.
Not just with others… but with Him.
And that realization broke me.

The hardest part wasn’t admitting it. It was trying to find my way back.

I thought I could return to the girl I used to be—the one who trusted easily, who believed without hesitation. But God whispered something that stopped me in my tracks:

“No, daughter. You won’t go back. You’ll walk forward—into the woman I’m calling you to become.”

That’s where healing began.
Not by rushing, not by pretending I was okay, but by learning to rebuild trust from the ground up—with God, with myself, and eventually, with others.

Out of that process came my new guide, “When Will I Feel Safe Again?” —the first in my Trust Guide Series.
It’s not just a book—it’s a companion for the ones who are trying to feel safe in their own hearts again.

This guide walks you through the tender spaces where pain and faith meet. It helps you identify where trust was broken, why it feels hard to believe again, and how to begin rebuilding a foundation of safety in God and in yourself.

Each section includes heartfelt reflections, scriptures, practical trust-building tools, and a companion workbook to help you process and apply what you’re learning. Whether you’re healing from betrayal, disappointment, or the quiet ache of self-doubt, this guide was written with you in mind.

I created this series for those who can’t always afford a coach but still deserve the guidance, healing, and hope that coaching brings. It’s my way of giving—of helping you heal even if I can’t sit across from you on a call.

“When Will I Feel Safe Again?” is now available for purchase in my store, and it’s only the beginning.
Over the next few weeks, I’ll be releasing more guides in this series—each one focused on a different layer of trust: trusting God, trusting yourself, and trusting others after disappointment. click the link to be taken to purchase

When Will I be Safe again

If you’ve ever felt like your trust was shattered beyond repair, this is for you.
You don’t have to walk through it alone. Healing takes time, but it’s possible—and I’m walking that road with you.

So, grab your tea, breathe, and know this:
You’re safe here.
You’re seen here.
And this… is where your trust story begins again.